Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I was so angry, distressed, confused last Sunday. I've never felt so bad in one day.I've made very drastic decisions lately because circumstances demand that I dissociate myself immediately from these things before I get pulled down, as well.
I'm okay now. I've just realized my capacity to get a grip, get away from the bad and the sad, and move on.
I am calm. I want to be a new person. Like the sunflower, I face towards the sun and pray for a better day.
"For verses are not as people imagine, simply feelings...they are experiences. For the sake of a single verse, one must see many cities, men and things, one must know the animals, one must feel how the birds fly and know the gesture with which little flowers open in the morning."
-Rainer Maria Rilke