Sunday, February 06, 2005

MY TOP FOUR FAVORITE SCENTS IN THE WORLD

Over and above freshly-cut grass, burnt sugar and photocopier ink, here are four of my favorite scents:


Clinique's HAPPY


Estee Lauder's BEYOND PARADISE


No. 4711 from the House of Mülhens. This is the cologne I grew up using.

Eau de Cologne (French for "water of Cologne") is an original formulation of an alcoholic and watery suspension or distillation of the oils of bergamot, lemon, orange and orange blossom, with the addition of lavender oil and rosemary oil.

Eau de Cologne is said to have been invented by Giovanni Paolo de Feminis towards the end of the 17th century. On October 8th,
1792, the Cologne merchant Wilhelm Mülhens received as a wedding present an old parchment with the recipe for "aqua mirabilis" (miracle water). He recognised the value of this gift and started to manufacture this Eau de
Cologne (water from Cologne). However, Gianmaria Farina is also said to have acquired the recipe, and he started manufacturing an "Eau admirable" in 1714.

The use of the actual name "Eau de Cologne" is documented only from 1742. In 1810, Napoleon I decreed that it was only allowed to be sold as a perfume, not as a medicine. It was during the French occupation of Cologne that the brand name "4711" was coined. In order to tax the inhabitants more efficiently, all the houses in Cologne were numbered consecutively, and the house of the Mülhens family was house no. 4711. After seven generations of Mülhens managers, the firm was sold in 1994 to the Wella concern. It is one of the few kinds of perfume to be widely worn by men.


A new variant, FAHRENHEIT SUMMER, from the House of Dior

Saturday, February 05, 2005

THINGS I MISS MOST: PART TWO


Radioactive Bibingka?


Every so often, I complain to colleagues and friends about my dissatisfaction with many things around me. No, life has been okay so far. It's the corned beef that isn't. (Wait, pass that by me again?!).

I had breakfast today after sending off Mom at the aeroport for a 5-day emergency trip to Cebu to meet officials of the Department of Education (they deserve spanking so badly) and God forgive me but the corned beef was the worst ever! Watery, potato-ey bits of meat. Totally bland and uninteresting. Times like this, I always wonder: whatever happened to the good old stuff?

1.) Carne Norte
There was a time when Libby's was really good. This Brazilian corned beef used to be a rarity in those days when people only had radios, and rice was sold by the ganta. These days, it feels like eating something people already chewed and canned to be exported. I miss whole slabs of corned beef meat we used to get when Mom comes home from Bukidnon. It was always fun to sit down with other cousins to "himay" (I don't know the English equivalent) the meat by its fiber. This always turns out to be a better (if not the real) version of carte norte: aromatic, real good meat, and definitely no need for potatos (which aborbs the flavor of the whole thing by the way, making it bland). These days, canned corned beef just takes out the fun in breakfasts.

2.) Pan de Sal
Another Filipino delight gone un-delighful. The corner bakeshop has not only turned this popular breakfast fare into minute versions of the original, they've made them crusty and drier too! Whatever happened to the soft, doughy bread of our childhood?!

3.) Bibingka
Trust me, if you ever come across those two old women who sell bibingka beside the Baclaran Church, make haste to stay as far away from them as possible. Their bibingkas are totally abominable you'd think bibingka was just created yesterday and you're eating it for the first time! Whatever happened to the galapong-rich delights topped with salted eggs?

4.) To be continued. Back to work. :-)

Friday, January 21, 2005

ANGELS AND DEMONS

WARNING: THIS BLOG CONTAINS SPOILERS. IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK, GO AWAY!

I was hardly excited when I finally sat down to read Angels and Demons by Dan Brown. First, because the book was so freaking expensive that for the first time in my life, i had to borrow a book that is widely available anyways, and something that I could actually buy. I guess Mr Brown made a killing with the sequel The Da Vinci Code that he decided to up the prequel. Second, I don't really know what to expect from this book - Church bashing? That's a given.

What I can say is, at least Dan Brown is pretty much consistent: he bashes the Church which welcomes him during his visits, he gives us an overload of information more than what we could possibly handle in our lifetime, and yet despite all these, he gives us a satisfactory piece of fiction.

In fact, i read through the book without getting a wink of sleep, looking like a panda the next morning when i tossed the book on Mom's bed with an air of triumph. "Here", I said. "it's your turn." She was reading VAGINA MONOLOGUES that morning I visited her in her room.

I read Angels and Demons all night, tossing and turning interminably in my bed, reading every page with the help of my cellphone's flashlight (that gives you an idea of what my other cellphone's model is).

Truly absorbing that immediately the next day, I turned to Google to help me with the photos of places and art works mentioned in the book. And here are some of them, dear readers:


The Ecstasy of St Teresa. 1647-52 Marble / height c. 11' 6" (3.5m) at the Santa Maria della Vittoria, Rome



The altar with the pyramid and the elliptical eye, Chigi Chapel dubbed "The First Altar of Science" in the novel



The hole on the roof of the Pantheon which allows the light to come in, Rome's oldest Christian church (although was orginally built as a monument and temple to the gods of Olympus)



Raphael Santi's tomb, a clue misunderstood by character Langdon



Entrance to the Pantheon, wrongly pointed out by Langdon as the first Altar of Science



Can you see the bronze dove on this one? It should point to Castel S'Angelo, the Illuminati lair where Vittoria is helt by the Hassassin.



Oh look! The cover of the Demon's Hole in the Chigi Chapel!


"Langdon, you stupid American! Can't you see I'm pointing the way out of this chapel?!"


Chigi on the outside. You will miss it, like Langdon and Vittoria did.


S. Maria Della Vittoria. The Third Altar of Science (Fire clue). On one side of the altar is the beautiful Bernini work ECSTASY OF ST TERESA, one of my personal favorites. I've had a photo of it since my High School days (See above).


That's the passetto as it leaves the ground and enters the Vatican. As you can see, it is disguised as a viaduct, which in a sense it really is.


The Church welcomes the world with an embrace via St Peter's Square, capable of holding 60,000 people. In the center is the site of the WIND clue (West Ponente marker), and that obelisk was brought to Rome by the (in)famous Empreror Caligula.


The West Ponente "blowing" away from the Vatican towards Sta Maria della Vittoria. Derscribed as "The Breathe of God"


A shot of St Peter's Main Nave, with Bernini's famous baldachin in the foreground. The bronze used here, sorry to say, was stripped from the Pantheon.


Entrance to the underground crypt leading to the catacombs and St Peter's grave. As you can see, it is directly beneath the main altar.


The 99 lamps "that will burn till the end of time" lighting the way to the catacombs.


The Illuminati lair! all clues lead to this one!


More angels on the bridgeway towards the castle, full of angels pointing the way!


Oh look! That's the secret passageway for the Popes coming into the castle from the Vatican. It does look like a viaduct or an aqueduct from here.


Angel atop the Castle marks the spot of the Temple of Illimunation. End of the search! Wait, why do I sound like I am raving? (Stop me!)


A sample of a male statue whose penis must have one of those hacked off by Pope Sixtus because they might arouse evil thoughts among churchgoers. Ouch!


The Vatican Museum. Don't gape. This is just a hallway, dear. There's more to take your breath away. Now, on your left is the...



Hall leading to the Sistine Chapel. Isn't it so freaking amazing?!


Ground Zero. This is where the College of Cardinals is locked until they elect a new Pope. The frescoes on the sides are by Raphael and one friar whose name escapes me at the moment (Fra Filippo Filippi, i think. I learned it all in High School. I used to be so good with art identification and dating, damn!), and the that on the altar and those on the ceiling are by Michelangelo.




I will finish my article when i have time. Enjoy the photos for now.


Photos by www.xtdnet.nl

Monday, January 03, 2005

BY THE RIVER LOBOC I SAT DOWN AND WEPT


Familiar sight from Loboc River (Photo by travelblog.org)


BY THE RIVER LOBOC I SAT DOWN AND WEPT
(My apologies to Paulo Coelho)


By Dylan Yap Gozum
December 28, 2004


Film: Panaghoy sa Suba (Cry of the River)
Screenplay: Cris Vertido and Cesar Montano
Production Outfit: CM Films


It was with great excitement that my mom and I went to the mall to finally see the much-talked-about Visayan-language film Panaghoy sa Suba (Cry of the River) produced and starred in by the quintessential actor Cesar Montano.

I mean it’s not often in a lifetime that one can watch a Filipino film done in a local major language (Cebuano being a language in itself, and all other Visayan tongues as derivatives of Cebuano, save for Waray and Ilonggo). I have always dreamed of a Kapampangan film ever since I read Rizal’s Noli in that language when I was in Xavier University, but I guess that has to wait. For now, I’m going to see a Cebuano film while trying to ignore the obtrusive English subtitles.

Awesome Photography

And what a sight it was! I must admit that this film was beautifully shot. Although I wish they took more aerials to show that the town concerned doesn’t look like it’s the only one existing in the whole of Bohol, the shots from the river were beautiful; the sunsets and sunrises make one want to go on a summer vacation immediately. The rest of the film showed the Director for Photography’s dedication to his craft. He was not afraid to try new angles and these, despite the film’s 1940s setting, gave it a “very now” feel, with the clarity and color that is sometimes ignored by other directors doing period films. A period film, after all, doesn’t have to look old if only to prove a point.

Wonderful Cast

Many will admit that aside from the novelty of watching a Cebuano-language film (although it really didn’t sound very Cebuano to me, having lived long enough in that paradise island to know the language well, but the way it is spoken must have changed much since then), the main attraction is still Cesar Montano, the actor’s actor from whom we all demand nothing less than a spartan and exemplary acting. And he didn’t disappoint.

The next person who caught our attention was admirable Ronnie Lazaro, whose role as a lunatic (Must every town had to have one? Just asking.), although nonspeaking, was not one which incites jeers from among the audience but rather a sense of respect, because he seems to keep most of the town’s secrets close to his heart, and his smiles and grins reflect his complete understanding of his surroundings. He represents the sensitivity in the way Director Montano has handled parts of this film, including that of the death of his mother, and the restrained way he showed his feelings towards Icet (Juliana Palermo, as the perpetually bad-hair-day town lass everyone is after).

Daria Ramirez is effective here, if only because she – once again – gives us a brave and strong face to the Filipino image of a long-suffering mother (aside from the fact the she isn’t even Visayan but spoke her lines convincingly enough). We really look forward to her doing some other roles that does not require her to die in the middle of a film. She’s been “killed” and made to suffer so many times in the past (the last one before this was in Toro a.k.a. Live Show) that maybe, just maybe, she could get a role that gives justice to her talent.

Joel Torre is wasted in this film. He should have been given an active role.

Caridad Sanchez, however, should be rapped on the head with her sandok if only to remind her to stop yelling all the time, even during dinner. She was terribly overacting, and while effective as the aunt who was “selling” Iset to every boyfriend rivaling the United Nations at every opportunity she gets, I honestly don’t think the way she acted reflected the gentility of the Boholanos or the Visayans in general. We Visayan-speakers may talk loudly at times (I prefer to use “animated”) but we don’t yell at each other over the dinner table, thank you very much. Good thing she didn’t engage in histrionics when the priest was shot or else I would have entered the screen and slapped her silly. Enough said.

Appropriate Setting but with a Little Distraction

The setting of this film is a small town in Bohol in the early 1940s until after the Japanese occupation; and from the film, one can imagine Loboc (the actual site of the filming) as totally idyllic and charming. I wish to visit its church if given the time and see that river too.

The famous Loboc Children’s Choir, which provided portions of the musical score, comes to Manila too often so there’s no need to go to Bohol to hear them. The entire town, I guess, was authentic and this added to the plus points of this film. If anything, this brought Filipino architecture in the provinces to the fore, making us wonder at how these houses can withstand storms while allowing scores of people to actually live in them. Perhaps Manila residents should take notice.

In the film, Duroy (Cesar Montano) said something about bringing Bikay, his younger sister (she is one of the child actors in Muro Ami, Rebecca Lusterio) to a town hall but where is this town hall?

Oddly enough, this town didn’t even have a mayor (or so it seems) or individuals with police power when they badly needed it (especially during the habulan that happened when Ibo (Reiven Bulado), Duroy’s younger brother, ran after and attacked the American John Smith with a bolo).

Hundreds of years after the Spanish came to the Philippines, and during this period as a Commonwealth under the Americans (1935-1946, the film setting was 1941-1946), there were no police or persons of authority in the area to conduct investigations or maintain peace and order? (The Philippine Constabulary was established in August 8 of 1901 by the way).

Surely when that puny group of Japanese soldiers appeared in Loboc’s horizon, there was an authority (aside from the priest) who they could have met up first and talked to? Because in this film, the Japanese general (Jackie Woo as Fumio Okhohara who, despite his name’s weak allusion to the word “fume,” was actually a pacifist) went straight to the people and talked to them in the Catholic Church.

And why did Duroy automatically take over as leader of the townsfolk when they fled to the mountains? Again, is this because the town has no duly-elected leader or simply a case of “glorifying” the lead actor? Surely there were elders present who were not supporters of the Japanese.

And what is a 30ish American (Phil Anthony) doing in this remote town monopolizing the basket-weaving business? I suddenly forgot that this was a ”river movie” when the story didn’t even revolve around it (I suggest changing the title to A River Supposedly Runs Through It, with apologies to Director Robert Redford).

Medical Segue Way

As an individual in the medical field, I am surprised at the locals’ overdependence on bottled medicines to battle malaria, which has existed in Asia for centuries.

We must be reminded that the use of cinchona bark against malaria was discovered in 1640. In fact, in 1942, American soldiers smuggled roughly 4,000,000 cinchona seeds from the Philippines and brought these to Costa Rica and the US because the cinchona trees in Java were overrun by the Japanese, while the Germans took over the plantations in Amsterdam. And of course chloroquine was eventually discovered in 1935.

When the Americans came to Manila in 1898, among their first official acts was to field sanidads to battle the city’s ever-growing problem with flies and mosquitoes (see Manila, My Manila by Nick Joaquin). Surely this policy has extended throughout the islands.

If neighboring Vietnam, whose topography is exactly the same as that of the Philippines’, discovered that malaria can be cured (or at least bring down the fever secondary to malaria, which has a ring of medical truth to it) by drinking the boiled extract of the fragrant grass tanglad (Cymbopogon citratus), surely the Filipinos – no strangers to malaria, and the last time I checked, the very same race which discovered the healing powers of erythromycin and virgin coconut oil – could have also discovered something of the same from something endemic to the area. Incidentally, tanglad is found all over Visayas and Mindanao. I even found it recently in the belly of a Cebu inasal shared with us for Noche Buena.

It’s the Story, Stupid.

Needless to say (but I’m still saying it), if I was asked to tell the story of Panaghoy, I might have to pause then proceed to diagram it using arrows pointing in all directions. In short, it has an intangible storyline. A moviemaker friend who saw it first, described it as being “here, there and everywhere”. He was so correct.

Attention to detail must be emphasized here because perhaps too much excitement took over early on in the filming. One particularly funny scene that had Mom and I in stitches was when the radioman was, uh, radioing Manila for updates re Japanese movement in the town (or was it in the next?) IN CEBUANO! I’m sorry but even in this day and age, Visayans still speak in either English or Tagalog when talking to Manileños, how much more in the 1940s and over shortwave radio at that?

There is also no need for that sex scene. It immediately cuts off all possibilities of this film being promoted to elementary students nationwide (I can hear mumblings. If you have a complaint, please take a number and be seated).

And what’s this gung-ho over revenge? Yes, we Filipinos love to be vengeful (Admit it, man! Our films and politics are full of it!) but only when necessary. Why would Duroy want to kill John Smith when the latter didn’t even mean to kill his brother Ibo? If the police were here to investigate, they would have told Duroy that it was Ibo who attacked Smith first (I don’t know if the police in the ‘40s already accepted bribes. It wouldn’t really matter anyway).

If Duroy killed Smith, I would have declared this film without thinking twice the most stupid I’ve ever seen. Good thing the writers had other things in mind. Really, there is no need to highlight revenge, especially if it is without basis and done with no amount of reasonable thinking (Come to think of it, most revenge are done without giving them much thought but really, should emotional outrage be above reason?)

This morning, a friend chided me by saying that I should excuse the film’s flaws because it is not a Hollywood production. Oh wait, why should we benchmark our films with that of Hollywood’s? They, too, fall into the usual cycle of rehashed classics which turn out bad, predictable outcomes and under- or undeveloped characterization. I really feel bad when we say “Sayang!” when our entries don’t become the Best Foreign Film in the Oscars. Are the Americans the only true cineastes in the world that they should judge which foreign film is best for their tastes?

I had to remind my friend that it is brave and articulate Filipino productions like Magnifico that got a Silver Bear in Berlin, and Panaghoy and future Filipino productions should benchmark, not with foreign films but those of their own. If Magnifico can make it, the rest can.

Panaghoy is a world-class production, no doubt about it. Although I opine that it didn’t have to be a war movie that had nothing to do with the river in its title (it could have taken on an environmental theme, which is hardly novel but more realistic and dear to present-day Filipinos’ sensibilities), it still is worth every peso put into it: great cast, wonderful photography, novel idea. But every film in the world is judged by one definitive category: the stories they tell.
And in this, Panaghoy didn’t live up to expectations.

The real ‘cry’ of the river is attention to detail, and a call for writers with focus. The river is crying for better treatment. Opening the film using a score to be used later in a funeral float was a big mistake, and that set the grim and dark path this film would eventually take. The ending was hardly a liberating experience. Questions and doubts lingered even if the film was trying to close on a light note.

Montano, in his interview with Ricky Lo of The Philippine Star, said he wanted his films to tell our own stories and not aping those from Hollywood. I admire Montano more than ever. He made me proud to be a Mindanaoan who is able to speak and write in Cebuano, but words of advice before he starts filming his next project: Focus, focus, focus. Work on a story that has coherence and which makes sense. All the rest falls into place.

I look forward to watching your next film, sir.

Long live the Visayan language! Long live Visayan films! (And I mean it).


Comments welcome. Email the author at dylangozum@yahoo.com

Thursday, December 09, 2004

A REMEMBRANCE OF THINGS PAST

"There is no man, however wise, who has not at some period of his youth said things, or lived in a way the consciousness of which is so unpleasant to him in later life that he would gladly, if he could, expunge it from his memory." - Marcel Proust, French novelist (1871-1922)


The new Marcelo Fernan bridge spanning Mandaue City and Mactan Island.

I am jealous of my friend Carlos for spending his next three months in Cebu, my "home" in the Visayas (1996-2000). I have been sending him SMS guides as to where to go, etc but Fugue Master that he is, he's even been to some places I've never been to like the runway of the Mactan International. Chatting with trainees under the night sky while aircraft land from overhead?! My cheeks redden with jealousy.

I am so tempted to visit Cebu again. The last time I was there was like two years ago when I accompanied my Aunt to a Rotary convention, and my friends there say that things continue to look up in that island paradise.

And wow, do I miss so many things!

I miss Aranos, my "secret" Spanish restaurant in Ferlane Village.

I miss the lobby of the Waterfront Hotel Lahug and its awesome paintings and excellent service.

I miss the beaches.

I miss the churches of Carcar and those of other towns further south.

I miss the real danggit. Manila's version is just so pathetic.

I miss my former girlfriend's Mother. She cooks sooo well and knows my favorites (chicharon Carcar and lechon Talisay).

I miss attending Mass at the Basilica Minore during Sundays. Nothing beats the sound of an all-male choir.


The Magellan Monument in Mactan Island. Nearby stand the huts of Cebu's famous SUTUKIL.

I miss Mactan's sutukil (sugba, tula, kilaw).

I miss Casa Gorordo.

I miss going out of my dormitory at midnight and eat at a University hang-out (spicy tuna and egg, please!)

I miss larsian. Nobody knows barbecue best than the Cebuanos.

I miss cappuccino at East, West. *smirk*

I miss the cool bars, the great nightlife, the art of showing off.

Sarcastic discussions with the girls in The Village.

Pizza at Il Sole.

Cakes at Oh Georg! And then there's another pastry shop whose name I can't recall right now.

Oh, yes. W.R.A.P.S., of course. I worked here for 5 months with dear friend Kuya Glen, then the owner.

I miss lazy afternoons in Cafe Laguna (rice cakes and hot chocolate!).

I miss travelling by ferry and fastcraft to neighboring Cagayan de Oro and Bohol.

I really miss the overnight trips to my other home, Cagayan de Oro. I miss my house there. I miss seeing Mom there and my cousins on a weekend.

I miss reading the Sunday edition of Sun.Star Cebu.

I miss seeing Cebu from the air. My heart breaks at the sight.

Mom said her happiest days were spent in Cebu when she was a student at CIT. I totally agree with her.

Sigh.



Tuesday, December 07, 2004

MORE TRAGEDY

A dear friend from College and colleague in the medical profession was texting me this afternoon. Everything was doing okay until she sent me this message:

GP: "By the way, I think I might be suffering from breast CA. Remember I was operated on before for fibroadenoma? This time the mass is bigger and fixed. I could die young."

Me: "What?! But you are not sure yet! My Mom didn't have a familial history (Note: My Mom was diagnosed with CA in July) but how about you?"

GP: "Wala (None). Fibroadenoma lang sa Mom ko (My Mom only had fibroadenoma). Iba talaga consistency ngayon. (It has a different consistency now). I don't want to consult a surgeon because alam ko na gagawin sa akin (...I know what's going to be done to me)."

Me: "But GP, you still have to have it checked, you know. And please, please. Do not delay!"

Then later in the afternoon, a first cousin texted me from Dumaguete that his wife was recently diagnosed with Systemic Lupus Erythemasos (SLE) and that I must discuss the case with his Mom, to help them understand the process better and thus help them in their decisions.

Last week, dear friend J confided that his sister has Stage 4 Breast CA and is currently undergoing medication in Singapore.

I am so exhausted. I wish I could be there for everyone. I really want to but it is just not possible.

Monday, December 06, 2004

INTRAMUROS LULL


Fort Santiago's main entrance with the bas relief of Spanish patron Saint James (Santiago Matamoros) in wood

Paid the Walled City a quick visit yesterday to do business with BPI Muralla. Since I had to make the cab fly me from Las Pinas to Manila in an hour to catch the 3PM closing time(given Roxas Boulevard's monstrous traffic stops), I thought I needed a place to sit down and catch my breath.

There seems to be something new to see every time i visit this old place. This time, it's the burgeoning community of settlers lining the streets of Cabildo up to Calle Real. Signs of community activity are everywhere: sari sari stores selling cooked food, clothes hanging out to dry in gray decaying buildings, and tons of children on the streets!

Without the new street lamps (which are so out of sync with the poverty in this area), one actually has the feeling that you'd get mugged when you walk here at night.


The illustrious Ilustrado on Calle Real de Palacio

Nevertheless, I decided to meet up with very good friend Jerome of PBSP (yes, the same guy who glares at me all the time from his blogspot) and we chatted over mocha coffee and sugar doughnuts (which I declared to be far better than Gonuts Donuts) in Ilustrado. What capped that afternoon escape was the puto bumbong, truly worthy of an Oprah Moment (gasps, hands on mouth, like how my girlfriends do it) - dipped in melted butter, fresh grated coconut and muscovado, it was heaven on earth even if the San Agustin was just in the next street.

The negative points for Ilustrado were the ensaymadas. While the cheese and ham was good (even better then the pre-war Dizon's in Ermita), the ube version was an abomination - it was like biting into a chunk of pen ink smothered in cheese. Never again but at Ps 15 apiece, why am I complaining?!

T'was a good Monday afternoon. Looking forward to my next visit.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

VITA BREVIS

I hate working at night. It's so lonely. It also makes you feel silly knowing that half the world is sleeping while you burn your butt off trying to finish reports, or following up on several cases and stuff.

From my right, I can see one colleague of mine dozing off. In a few minutes, I can forsee that he'd be slipping off of his chair and onto the floor.

I'm downing mugs upon mugs of warm water to keep me awake. Coffee has no effect on me and yesterday, the espresso I had with my Chef's salad gave me chest congestion. Not ordinary palpitations, mind you. Congestion. I had to take a sublingual quick.

Sigh.

Things one does to advance a "career". Vita brevis. Life is too short. I badly need one.

EXPOSING PED XING


Who in the hell is he?!

Okay. If you, while getting lost along Taft Avenue or was crossing the Luneta towards the National Museum complex happened to notice this sign and wondered what it was all about, you are not alone.

I first saw this sign while crossing Estrada Street and Taft Avenue towards La Salle from my Spanish class at the Mayflower Building and sabay kamot sa ulo, knowing too well that this University is Tsinoy Heaven, I was wondering why this dear city headed by one who is of Chinese-descent would name a non-existent street in honor of Ped Xing.

Who is Ped Xing, exactly?

"It's Pedro Xing-Hua, from a wealthy Chinese family," Manila Mayor Lito Atienza said in jest in one forum at the Westin Philippine Plaza, after one of the guests asked him to reveal once and for all who Ped Xing was.

So who is Ped Xing? He is Chinese, he is Filipino, he is every nationality when he or she crosses the street. Ped Xing simply means "Pedestrian Crossing." (Source: www.inq7.net by Tarra Quismondo).

Look here: PEDestrian Cross(X)ING. I learned that the first time while reading Micheal Tan's column in the Inquirer.

Dan Simeon, an architect at the City Development and Planning Office, said the installation of the Ped Xing street signs began early this year as part of an on-going project called Lighted Street Sign and Multi-Traffic Signals. Mr Simeon said, "I think Manila is the only city in the Philippines where the Ped Xing street sign has been installed".

True and in fact, it can be found in many areas in the US, too. There was even a 'study' of sorts regarding this street sign in New York. (See below)


An Interactive Binaural. Audio Environment Produced by Lynda Williams and Christopher Seguine
Technical Direction: Christopher Seguine. Installed at VR 91 and The San Francisco Art Institute.

PED XING is an interactive binaural audio environment. Standing on a street corner in New York City, you have to decide blindly when it is safe to cross. When you think it is safe, you step out onto the "smart street" and hear what happens! Audio recorded in 3D binaural sound. The smart street is embedded with pressure sensitive triggers which detect when the step occured during the sound track. Will you get hit by a cab or mugged?

So there, dearest friends. Smile when you see Ped Xing, our new and dear friend on the road.

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Monday, November 22, 2004

DYLAN MOLA?!



No, wait. It's not what you think!

*chuckle*

Anyways, I just had lunch with a colleague of mine when posters of Jay Manalo all over the canteen caught our attention. Suddenly, images of gritty dark Pinoy films flashed infront of me. There's this huge sign that said, "Mola ka na ba?!" in bright red against a yellow backdrop which made my companion Alex grin.

MOLA here is actually a new generation energy drink designed for men. Alex said na palaban na daw ulit ang mga lalake kasi puro na lang for females ang mga energy drinks. Au contraire, there are still more energy drinks for men than for women in the Philippine market.

As to the Mola question, I would like to refresh your memories that Mr Manalo starred in such a film entitled TOTOY MOLA. Googling only gave me a wide array of topics on the subject: from Manalo's new career directions to a eunuch page (egad!). To make the story short, the film was about a boy whose Dad was so freaking obsessed with horses (betting? Taking care of them in stables? I've forgotten already) that his son Totoy was born with a (forgive me) cock that was as big as a horse's (Uh, I bet when he was a kid, his was just as big as a pony's because after all, he wasn't named Lam-Ang, was he?).



Back to my topic. Anyway, Totoy goes from farm boy to stripper to hooker to married man. There's a scene near the ending when one of his former lovers (Aya Medel? Dindi Gallardo?) makes her vengeance and slices his cock off with a blade, and she runs around the street screaming about what she did.

So knowing this "mola" background and juxtaposing it against this Mola Energy Drink made me shiver.

To drink or not to drink, that was the question. I'm happy with my mola right now, no need to take more enerygy drinks but heck, what's there to lose? (Eh paano yung mga hindi or worse, walang mola? One drink of this straw-colored fluid is enough to turn them into walking Jay Manalos?)

Here goes.

*downs an entire sample cup*

Hmmm. Lasang Extra Joss but heck, just think of what being a mola can do to your ego! Ego plus equipment to boot. It's a happy day.

*naughty grin*

Thursday, November 11, 2004

LOSING SOUL

I miss writing.

In fact, blogspot.com has been a complete blessing because not only does it afford me a chance to write again but also allows what I write to be read by friends, and then some.

What I really miss doing most though, is poetry. I've done this stuff since I was kid, jotting down senseless things while waiting at the airport lounge for our delayed flight to be arranged. I wrote more when I was in Don Bosco, driven by this religious fervor that made mad boys out of us (so okay, masturbation was a sin so we might as well be preoccupied with something else).

I can say that I truly matured as a poet (uy, hebigats pare! -> this expression is so 80's!) when I was in Cebu under the "tutelage" of one who was far crazy over writing than I was.

Unfortunately, I cannot share with you even one of those pieces. You know, my old laptop was on its way to me from Cagayan de Oro and Mom decided to check it in. No thanks to the PAL ground crew, the whole thing got stacked along with the other baggages so, voila!

An old laptop with a huge crack, enough to render it useless forever.
I wouldn't have minded it much, you know. I have two new PCs at home but man, oh man! A Why-did-you-allow-this-my-God moment swept over me because 20 of my select poetry are saved in this freaking laptop!!!

I just sat on the floor, staring at my dead 486SX. 5 years of Cebu experiences immortalized (supposedly) in the form of short stories and poetry are now gone. I can almost see them come out of this machine in the form of ether soul, spilling over its faux leather case, finding its way out of the aircraft cargo hold and out into the free air, mixing with deadly oxygen and emitting sparks - their last hurrah, because they shall never see recognition on land.

Sigh.

The Carlos Palanca Award for Poetry has to wait.For now, I'm trying to recollect
my lost soul, hence this new blogspot.


Wednesday, November 10, 2004

UH-HUH

Ubi mens plurima, ibi minima fortuna. "Where there is most intellect, there is least money."Amen to that. Sometimes it pays to just leave your brain at home. Really.
Wait, the last time I said that line to an HRD Manager during a job interview, I didn't get the job. Baka akala niya presko ako masyado when I was just stating a fact.
I still shake my head whenever I am reminded of that day. Shucks! Stupid, stupid, stupid me for quoting Jostein Gaarder during an interview. That wasn't the fucking Mr Universe Pageant, Mr Dylan Yap Gozum!
*bangs head on wall*

Monday, November 08, 2004

WAITING FOR A MIRACLE

"Theatre should provoke. Not to pander. People should leave the theatre wanting to fight, to jump, to fuck!"

- Orson Welles as played by Angus Macfadyen,

THE CRADLE WILL ROCK (1999, by Tim Robbins)


May Bayot steps into Nora Aunor's shoes as Elsa

Saw HIMALA The Musical last friday with friends. As usual, courtesy of the Japan Foundation, which has virtually sponsored 90% of the shows i've seen at the CCP (Rudy, take a bow, pare!).

Directed by veteran Soxy Topacio, written by Ricky Lee (who also wrote the original screenplay for the film in 1982), and music was by Vince de Jesus.

I was blown away by the set! It was an ingenious take on Cumpang, the town that Elsa and her visions turned into a holy frenzy. Since i've designed sets myself for a couple of other productions, I wouldn't have thought of this.

All the actors were amazing, and while May Bayot was praised to high heavens as Elsa, my heart goes to Chayong played by Cynthia Culig-Guico. She has just the right temperament and character to suit the very difficult role of Chayong, Elsa's best friend, shadow and eventually, the symbol of her very failure (as a person? as a visionary? Could be both).

My friend Jerome was right in saying that what makes this theatre version just as amazing as the film was, it was bristling with disdain for the hypocrisy of the religious, as well as the tendency of the Filipino people to take advantage of certain circumstances to benefit themselves.


Veteran Soxy Topacio directs

Lars von Trier's DOGVILLE (Nicole Kidman,Harriet Andersson, Lauren Bacall) comes to mind immediately when i think of HIMALA. This film, now a play, really is all about the Filipino society in the same way that DOGVILLE is a mirror of America as a society. HIMALA is everything that we are, capable of being or funny enough, it's something that we are afraid to become, even.


Writer Ricky Lee

It is very interesting to note that Cumpang's pre-vision status is something akin to what we have now - wisespread poverty, hunger (imagined or not), lawlessness, people losing hope.

Is the time ripe for another Elsa?

I wonder.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

THINGS I MISS MOST TERRIBLY

Because I've been busy as hell these past few months, I've been missing so many favorite things.

Here's a preview.


Peach halves!!! Fresh from the can!


I miss surfing through www.airliners.net! My den used to be my "cockpit" while I manuever over thousands upon thousands of aircract photos and information. This one's the soon-to-be-launched A380, soon to take over Boeing's 747-400 as the largest commercial airliner in the sky.


I miss hearing Mass at Cebu's Basilica Minore. I attend this 11 AM service because of the all-male Holy Ghost Choir. Chilling, to say the least.


I miss fried fish with fresh tomatoes, deep fried aubergines and fresh mangoes!


I miss Bohol! Walang tao, hindi mahal, yummy ang pagkain at higit sa lahat, mga 'tol, WALANG COLIFORM BACTERIA ANG DAGAT!!! Wapow!

Sigh. So many things to do, so little time.

A PENIS FOR YOUR THOUGHTS

The first time I heard of PENIS TALKS, I was already up in arms because first, there is hardly anything new that we need to know about men. Second, men have ruled the earth and have lorded it over women forever that with the advent of Vagina Monologues, works such as this are immediately rendered irrelevant. Third, looking at the list of the cast, I know that the story won't be the selling point here. It'd be a waste.


Skin and sex sells, but does the storyline get to you?

Okay, so I did go to see it BUT only because it was a birthday treat by a very dear friend. I eventually became curious if this play can hold its own candle to Eve Ensler's more famous work. Second, I wanted to see what Ricky Lee has to say about men that we don't know yet. Third, I wanted to eat at Pasto, that eclectic restaurant right beside the Music Museum.

One hour into the show, I realized that my attention was going somewhere else ("Where are the waiters? I need water."). My four companions were either asleep or texting. Two hours of penis stories later, over Lavazza and cakes, J described the script as "contrived". I did notice too many loopholes and all I can say is that it needs focus. With a motley mixture of penis stories like this, it is easy to get lost. I wonder how it would have turned out if it were written by a straight male writer? Malay natin, 'di ba? Baka iba ang attack sa story. (Say, is Ms Ensler lesbian?! Just curious).

I am saddened that majority of the stories centered on, or almost always involved homosexual experiences. Sinasabi ko na nga ba, eh. Say for example the story of the sexually-molested boy played by Luis Alandy. I mean, the Dad not only rapes his daughter when the wife's not looking, he also rapes his son! Duh?! Is there actual Philippine statistics available to give credence to this story?

"Closer to burlesque", says Andrew Paredes of Manila Standard, who probably gave the most objective review I've read about the play.

Many writers have engaged in ass-kissing in order to please the venerable Ricky Lee but you know, talent isn't free from error. Bad things do happen, even to the best of us. I can't wait for Saturday! I'm finally watching HIMALA The Musicale. Ricky Lee definitely redeems himself in that.

"Never a dull moment", says one writer. He probably was seated within crotch-grabbing distance, I'd say!

All in all, short of becoming an owner's manual of their equipment, PENIS TALKS can be a liberating experience for those who connect to the individual stories. Unfortunately, as I said earlier, this isn't all about men and their penises. The height of this show being the 10-second kiss between Luis Alandy and Christian Vasquez (yep, I told you it's too gay.), I doubt it if this show will be remembered for its stories. Wanna bet?

I am bothered though by a tiny evil thought that most people who came to see it didn't come for the story. With the entire cast coming on stage in outfits that left nothing to the imagination, I can clearly see what made this play sell. No need to elaborate. Go figure.

While I must admit I did enjoy parts of it, thanks to predictable Pinoy humor and theatrical antics by Ricci Chan (who was the only gay guy in the cast), the whole thing fell flat on its face.

The great pasta dinner, coffee and conversation all made up for what could have been an interminable excruciating evening.


Wednesday, November 03, 2004

e.e.cummings' to town

Humanity i love you because when you're hard up you pawn your intelligence to buy a drink. (from 'Humanity i love you', 1925)


Very interested in 'birth', Cummings used the Latin word nascitur in at least two of his works.

While my Mother favors Robert Frost more - she, the faithful disciple of Romanticism, I have always found e.e. cummings (Edward Estlin Cummings) more to my liking. Known for his eccentric punctuations, he often dealt with the antagonism between an individual and masses, but his style brought into his poems lightness and satirical tones.

Cummings believed that modern mass society was a threat to individuals. "Progress is a comfortable disease," Cummings once wrote. He was interersted in cubism, and jazz, which had not became mass entertainment, and contemporary slang, an unorthodox form of language - a true revolutionary who, funny enough, painted for Vanity Fair magazine.

Allow me, dearest friends,to introduce you to samples of his work.

[i thank You God for most this amazing]

i thank You God for most this amazing
day:for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky;and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes


(i who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun's birthday;this is the birth
day of life and love and wings:and of the gay
great happening illimitably earth)


how should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing any-lifted from the no
of all nothing-human merely being
doubt unimaginably You?


(now the ears of my ears awake and
now the eyes of my eyes are opened)


By e. e. cummings


The next work, of course, is something most Filipinos actually know by heart courtesy of Beauty and the Beast.

[somewhere i have never travelled]

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience, your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near


your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully, mysteriously) her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;


nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands

- e. e. cummings

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

"MY LOVE FEEDS ON YOUR LOVE, BELOVED..."


Pablo Neruda. Photo prise le 20 juin 1966, lors d'une séance d'enregistrement à la Bibliothèque du Congrès américain, à Washington, D. C.
États-UnisSource : Library of Congress, Hispanic and Portuguese Collections,
Archive of Hispanic Literature on Tape, Hispanic Division

Chilean poet, writer, diplomat, political activist and exile, Nobel Prize winner for Literature, Pablo Neruda is also called the "people's poet," a senator, and one of Chile's gifts to the literary world (also Isabel Allende, one of my personal favorites). He joins the ranks of Rainer Maria Rilke, Dylan Thomas, and e.e. cummings as one of those who provide the words to my every life experience.

"Si Tu Me Olvidas"

Quiero que sepas
una cosa.

Tú sabes cómo es esto:
si miro
la luna
de cristal, la rama roja
del lento otoño en mi ventana,
si toco
junto al fuego
la impalpable ceniza
o el arrugado cuerpo de la leña,
todo me lleva a ti,
como si todo lo que existe:
aromas, luz, metales,
fueran pequeños barcos que navegan
hacia las islas tuyas que me aguardan.

Ahora bien,
si poco a poco dejas de quererme
dejaré de quererte poco a poco.

Si de pronto
me olvidas
no me busques,
que ya te habré olvidado.

Si consideras largo y loco
el viento de banderas
que pasa por mi vida
y te decides
a dejarme a la orilla
del corazón en que tengo raíces,
piensa
que en esa día,
a esa hora
levantaré los brazos
y saldrán mis raíces
a buscar otra tierra.

Pero
si cada día,
cada hora,
sientes que a mí estás destinada
con dulzura implacable,
si cada día sube
una flor a tus labios a buscarme,
ay amor mío, ay mía,
en mí todo ese fuego se repite,
en mí nada se apaga ni se olvida,
mi amor se nutre de tu amor, amada,
y mientras vivas estará en tus brazos
sin salir de los míos.



"If You Forget Me" (English version of the above)

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists:
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loveing me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

MOVING ON



I was so angry, distressed, confused last Sunday. I've never felt so bad in one day.I've made very drastic decisions lately because circumstances demand that I dissociate myself immediately from these things before I get pulled down, as well.

I'm okay now. I've just realized my capacity to get a grip, get away from the bad and the sad, and move on.

I am calm. I want to be a new person. Like the sunflower, I face towards the sun and pray for a better day.


___________________________
"For verses are not as people imagine, simply feelings...they are experiences. For the sake of a single verse, one must see many cities, men and things, one must know the animals, one must feel how the birds fly and know the gesture with which little flowers open in the morning."

-Rainer Maria Rilke